From The Blazing Center:
Faith leads to obedience; obedience eventually produces feelings. In faith we obey God, even when we don’t feel like it, trusting that feelings will follow. Faith is the engine of the train and feelings are the caboose.
Corrie ten Boom discovered the principle of the obedience of faith.
While speaking in a church in Munich in 1947, she was approached by a man whom she recognized as a cruel guard from the Ravensbruck concentration camp where she and her sister had been sent after being arrested for hiding Jews in their home during the Nazi occupation of Holland.
Now he was in front of me, hand thrust out: “A fine message, fraulein! How good it is to know that, as you say, all our sins are at the bottom of the sea!
It was the first time since my release that I had been face to face with one of my captors and my blood seemed to freeze.
“You mentioned Ravensbruck in your talk,” he was saying. “I was a guard there. But since that time,” he went on, “I have become a Christian. I know that God has forgiven me for the cruel things I did there, but I would like to hear it from your lips as well. Fraulein–” again the hand came out–”will you forgive me?”
And I stood there–and could not. Betsie had died in that place–could he erase her slow terrible death simply for the asking?
It could not have been many seconds that he stood there, hand held out, but to me it seemed hours as I wrestled with the most difficult thing I had ever had to do.
For I had to do it–I knew that. The message that God forgives has a prior condition: that we forgive those who have injured us. “If you do not forgive men their trespasses,” Jesus says, “neither will your Father in Heaven forgive your trespasses.”
Still I stood there with the coldness clutching my heart. But forgiveness is an act of the will, and the will can function regardless of the temperature of the heart. “Jesus, help me!” I prayed silently. “I can lift my hand. I can do that much. You supply the feeling.”
And so woodenly, mechanically, I thrust my hand into the one stretched out to me. And as I did, an incredible thing took place. The current started in my shoulder, raced down my arm, sprang into our joined hands. And then this healing warmth seemed to flood my whole being, bringing tears to my eyes.
“I forgive you, brother!” I cried. “With all my heart!”
For a long moment we grasped each other’s hands, the former guard and former prisoner. I had never known God’s love so intensely as I did then. (© 1972 by Guideposts Associates, Inc.)
Faith obeys, feelings follow.
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Corrie Ten Boom is such an amazing example.
i like this post a lot. i do have a question. how does “believe, become, behave” fit into this?
Sarah, in response to your question. I think that the correct phrase is “belong, believe, become”, which tends to be the way many young adults come to Christ today.
I believe that it is not always easy to try to squeeze everything into that box. Still, becoming comes after believing, which is what Corrie ten Boom was facing in this situation. When our beliefs come face-to-face with reality – and we follow our beliefs – then we actually “become” the person we profess to be.